The Feeling

Does he know how many times he makes me feel great and even the worst? Maybe he didn't and won't know about it. It's not really important for him though :)

I also didn't know what actually happened to me. It's such a weird feeling when i'm thinking of him. Since the day we met. Began to have nice unecessary talks just in a flash. And did many little things together eventhough accidentally. I dont know that's all makes me feel good though it might mean nothing to him. That's makes me confused too, why that i like that whenever I'm near him. 

As the day passed we've got closer than before since we met a lot. And lately he began to really nice to me. I tried hard to pretend like its nothing. Now,  I am afraid that I really have such a feeling for him. But I realize my self, I still  know who I am. Becoming his good friend is pretty enough for me. Yup, no more greed to be involve. 

## eonjengan niga nae mam ara julkka ? :')

Happy Anniversary Yogyakarta

       Yeaayyyy !! Its the time of the year again. Time really does fly fast, faster than we'll ever realize. I feel all mixed up about how time flies. We had done all the mid term examination before. Its means that the students get back to their daily’s to go to school at 6.30 in the morning. Yeah I woke up earlier this morning and found the bright clear blue sky, the sunrising from the east, the birds singing on the branches. Its such a nice and beautiful weather today. 

     But wait..... today is the 256th anniversary of my town Yogyakarta right?  Lets hope that we are just going to hold ceremony and no lesson no daily test for today. Although it means that I had to prepare outfit for go to school today. Yep, today the students in my town have to wear traditional costume for school. We mostly wear kebaya (the Javanesse traditional dress) and jarik (kind of clothing with batik motives to cover the feet) for the girls. While for the boys they have to wear blangkon (the Javanese traditional hat), beskap (the formal Javanese traditional shirt), jarik, keris (Javanese sword put on the back), and selop (the slipper). They are a kind of traditional outfit that people wear for special ocassion only because they are special. And we were happy to wear them since that costume were not commonly used in our daily life at school. Not only the students but also all the people here has always celebrated this anniversary with their own way. Happy 256th anniversary my beloved hometown Yogyakarta !!  

Whooaa :DD

Smada in pose

We're Seephilyzz (Sebelas Ipa Lima Smada) or the fift science program class in 2 SHS of Yogyakarta

       

Done

This afternoon we had done all of the mid test.  Mid term examination was over.  You know what’s that means? Yea its time to take a rest for a while. Forget about the test and pray for the best result, though in my case i thought that i didnt do the best for fight it. But i must always on fire and keep positive thinking for the result. Yes maybe its better than regret about the unwell preparation for fight it. Just leave about the test for a while and enjoy this Saturday night. Since in my case i didnt have pleasant Friday and Saturday night for about two weeks because finished so many task and studied for the many daily test. Yeah maybe surfing, browsing, and writing this post while listening to the music is pretty enough for enjoying this night. Hope you guys enjoying this Saturday night too!!

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Why Im so afraid to lose you when you are not even mine?
Keep telling my head no but my heart won't listen
Maybe its better to put on a fake smile and pretend like i'am not hurting inside
nananananana...

                                                                                                                   :)))

Time Goes Faster

“Tic toc” the speaks of the clock of mine. 

          Something that will always run. Something that would not happened twice. Time just flies so fast for me, i think. Yeah that’s right if we say that time is the only fair thing in this world.

          We all having it at the same amount, 24 hours per day. The difference is how we used it. Some use it properly. Some others waste it with doing nothing. Like me, I just do nothing like just living in a daydream. Nothing usefull everything was a mess. I think thats why there's a people who's succeed, and some people who's don't.  They use their time to reach what they've dreamed. Not to dream what they want to reach .

          Yep I realized that is the time to take action not to be a foolish dreamer anymore again. Yes the time's already comes!. Im no longer  a child. I don't want to repeat my silly acts in the past. I've had enough of bitter moments, heck i've grown bored of it. I got hurt so much i'm used to it. But i've decided. No more stupid acts, no more bittersweet moments, though in my case i've got almost no sweet moments.  I just want to sit back and watch. I have a lot of things to do, so many things better than before. I have to stand in my own fighting for my future

Remember, God is fair. He gives us the same resources, even if you have some boundaries, please, you're still lucky enough if you see many people out there. So use your time wisely. And dont forget to save some to pray and Thank Him. –dea-

Taraaaa!!

I dont have to worry anymore.., because someday I'll wish :

-Go shopping

-Drink Coffee

-Have fun

-Fall in love

In Paris :3

What is Danbo ?

Helo guys ! Have you ever heard about DANBO before ? yes, i guessed. 

    Danbo, at first time I thought it only the toys that made from a cardboard box (similar to other children's toys). But after I seen all kinds of images that involve Danbo as a model, I was wrong. Danbo, a cute doll that can provide a various of expression. He's like a doll that is really alive.  Danbo is becoming kinda popular in the Flickr universe, and i didn't know what it was exactly.  So i searched it up on my browser. And this is my result.  
  
  Yep, the name Danbo is a pun on the Japanese word for corrugated cardboard “danboru” (ダンボー). There is also a company in Japan which makes cardboard boxes which has Danbooru in its name. There have been a few variations on this name in the west, based on different translations from the original manga. If you’re looking around the Internet for Danbo-related things, it can be found under all of these:

• Danbo
  
• Danboard
  
• Danboru
  
• Danbooru
  
• Cardbo
  

    Danbo was the original name used in the Yotsuba&! manga, and has also been used in the most recent translated versions for western markets. The original western translations used the name Cardbo instead, as a literal play on words of the western word “cardboard”, but the “correct” name in the eyes of purists is Danbo, keeping the original Japanese pun intact.

Here, i have some photos about danbo, check these out !

We are together forever

This is so delicious., can we have more?

Will you be mine ?

I must be the winner

Nothing

You brought colors in my life

Sing : Sky Sailing - Brielle

There's a handwritten note pressed in the door  

Of her screened in porch 

And I am sailing away recalling that day 

Miles from shore
She was still wearing white and robin's egg blue  

Her grandmother's dress  

When I left early this year how I won't appear 

Is anyone's guess
When the new sites grow old and I start to feel cold 
I'll sail home again
 
Goodbye Brielle, only whispers can tell  

Of the sweet dreams that we knew so well 

 I'll see you around our dear ocean town  

The frozen days we set ablaze sent me drifting away
Like a butterfly you floated by and now you're alone 

 I wish I knew when I'll be back again  

So until then I wish you well, my dear Brielle
Strolling over the sand and cobblestone paths  

That wind through the trees  

And breathing the sweet forest air makes the blue bird aware   
That she could be free
When the new sites grow old and I start to feel cold 

I'll sail home again
 
Goodbye Brielle, only whispers can tell  

Of the sweet dreams that we knew so well  

I'll see you around our dear ocean town  
The frozen days we set ablaze sent me drifting away
Like a butterfly you floated by and now you're alone  

I wish I knew when I'll be back again  

So until then I wish you well, so until then

I wish you well, so until then I wish you well 
I love you, my darling, farewell, 
My dear Brielle

Benefits of Laughing

>Reduses heart disease

>Natural pain killer

>Improves breathing

>Helps you lose weight

>Give good sleep

>Decrease stress

>Makes you look young

>Boosts relationship

PS : There is no reason not to LAUGH !

how's life ?